Crimson Woes

It has been so long since I had spoken to her. She kept appearing in my thoughts again and again. Yes!...I wanted her in my life and at the same time I knew that it would be disastrous to give her that space. She was mean, ruthless and a sadist. Surprisingly, I loved that about her and it scared me to my core. She would not speak much. But her eyes...those lovely eyes....spoke volumes.